ok, so it's been more than a year. same old story.
re-starting an interest in my interests yet again. i have the urge to design, read, and create stuff. i made a list (see: first post). failed miserably. heh. despite that, i'm making another list:
>> Design: i want to start designing again. i need to open Photoshop and start doodling. i want to customize my screen savers, my wallpapers, my calendars, etc. life's empty without my own touch and colours.
>>Read: i set a quiet goal to myself. once the project ends, i will head to the library and read up on hinduism. and so i shall. but prolly not head to the library, instead just google it.
two for starters should be good. this of course, is highly likely to stall midway. aside to wondering how to cure my inability to move anywhere right now from what i'm feeling, i think the following shall set me free hopefully: "aboy will tell you he loves you. amanwill show you." and a man is pretty hard to find. clearly, age doesnt define one's maturity.
anyways, while im doing lists, here's another:
To Buy (this is more exciting and easier to accomplish!)
>>Watch it's been ages since i've worn a watch. that's because, my mother buys it for me. and she's stopped and so i hv stopped wearing. Too lazy to get them fixed. heh but one caught my eye and it's high time i accessorized simply with a watch. ok so there are two that caught my eye... i'll see how. watch is a good investment. for me.
