ok, so it's been more than a year.
same old story.

re-starting an interest in my interests yet again.
i have the urge to design, read, and create stuff.
i made a list (see: first post). failed miserably. heh.
despite that, i'm making another list:

>> Design:
i want to start designing again. i need to open Photoshop and start doodling.
i want to customize my screen savers, my wallpapers, my calendars, etc.
life's empty without my own touch and colours.



>>Read:
i set a quiet goal to myself. once the project ends, i will head to the library and read up on hinduism. and so i shall. but prolly not head to the library, instead just google it.



two for starters should be good. this of course, is highly likely to stall midway.
aside to wondering how to cure my inability to move anywhere right now from what i'm feeling, i think the following shall set me free hopefully:
"a boy will tell you he loves you. a man will show you."
and a man is pretty hard to find. clearly, age doesnt define one's maturity.


anyways, while im doing lists, here's another:


To Buy (this is more exciting and easier to accomplish!)


>>Watch
it's been ages since i've worn a watch. that's because, my mother buys it for me. and she's stopped and so i hv stopped wearing. Too lazy to get them fixed. heh
but one caught my eye and it's high time i accessorized simply with a watch. ok so there are two that caught my eye... i'll see how. watch is a good investment. for me.





i strongly believe, nothing beats O.P.I. nail laquers! it's nail-biting proof! gotta go get my black and deep maroon.
and the above movie: HoooooT! the movie basically was nothing more than fashionweek on reel! those outfits and beyond all that, them golden shades! im lovin' it!! the title is blinged up, and starts off with a bling pair of shades and shoes on 'Carrie'.

i think it's universal, your girlfriends mean more than your boyfriends. they are always there. you dun make sense, they will be there to make sure your nonsense makes a whole lot of sense. oh well, the movie celebrates all groupie girlies!

ok, i oughtta head to bed.

my over-enthusiasm on my first day of blogging. all the freaking time. lol.

hiya!

my millionth attempt of keeping up with a blog. heh.

anyways, i have goals now. to minimize (better yet, eliminate!) placing myself in very vulnerable situations, i have decided to be proactive.

being boring and stupid makes you do the darndest things. it limits your thinking skills; that is to say that you tend to overthink pintsize situations and spend hours brooding over things that essentially has no point at the end.

ok, my goals for the year (never too late to make new resolutions!)

>>>one sport acitivity every week. i think im gonna stick with badminton every week + one new activity over the weekend.
i wanna try: wakeboarding, cableskiing(@ecp).. whatever comes up.

>>>one blog design a month.
designing helps keep the creativity alive. this is apart from my occassional doodles in office which tends to grab unwanted attention..
besides, this way, i'll be up to date with photoshop and the design world

>>>to accomplish reading one book a month!
this will eventually help ym books grow old with meaning. lol. they are yellowing from nothing. ive not touched more than 3/4 of my collection. n besides im itching to buy more.

ok that'll be it for now. my month is basically filled up already.

i have to keep this up. i think i will kill myself if i ever become a blonde. no offence to any blondes who are reading this. anywhoo, i feel like i did commit 'suicide' from being bored recently. got myself entangled in a mess which could have prevented. but im glad it did happened. opened my eyes around office. and im definitely gonna start working harder to regain the position i held before the mess began.

pfft, lady boss.

alrighty, im glad i made an effort after two days of searching for a blog layout. and now that i've refreshed (i.e. deleted all previous 'emo-y' posts)

okies, i shall update soon with my pressies from Joann-san! in love with them!! and im glad she loves!! mine.

tara!